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Feeling: pissy
So pissed right now. I hate school, I hate my mother, I hate just about everything right now. I love Panic! at the Disco. That's it. And MCR. And FOB. but that's a given. I hate everything else. I hate myslef. Yes, emo, I know. Fuck that. Fuck labels. I'm just pissed. That's what I am. I'm not a moody teenager, I'm not an emo kid. I'm pissed. It's not like I'm the only one. My "friends" have no idea what they do to me, my mother is being a sack of shit over things, and school has never seemed more like hell before. I hate it all. Trust me, it's all bad. Only good thing is that I'm still alive, if you could consider that good. I'm so dead in everything right now. I hate it all with a passion more firey than any I could have for a guy. "Don't make it look so pretty burning" No wonder people like trowing things so much, All this angry energy, and nothing to do with it. There's nothing to do, so I don't think these keys have ever taken such a beating. All this energy, and nothing to put it towards. Oh, wait, I can feel the fatigue....it's starting to set in. But it won't become overbearing for another hour at least. So little I want to do, but so much that needs to be done. So many heads that need to go rolling.
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