Tried to relax yesterday. Just made me think way too much about things I would like to take a momentary and theraputic break from so I can properly address them. But no, I get asked questions about it. I get pestered by family members as to why I was not in a more positive mood and why I was asking to be left alone for some time. Seems that request translates into "Pester me! I want to talk to you! Disreguard the very thing I asked for and talk to me every 30 minutes to attempt to pry into affairs that are resolved but just need some time away from exactly what you are doing! Thanks." *sigh* And not to forget, other people have issues at this moment too. Poor David C. After my day, I decided to sit down and play games online with David. But, our game gets interupted at least 4 times for phone calls from his friend Courtney's father trying to get a hold of her. I do understand the concern of a father..but Courtney was in the shower for 20 minutes or whatever. Hard to answer a phone like that, huh? (copy so I don't loose it) SO, in summary, I feel like I need to just realize I do not get to relax. I do not get a moment like I am asking for. No matter what, something is going to interrupt me and acuse me to stress out. I attempt to do this for my health, but seems that is going downhill due to this too. Lack of sleep + Stress = Beginings of a relapse of Colitus attack. *cheers* More medical bills, hopefully not. *sigh* Can someone just ship me a case of Nyquil and then call in to work for me tomorrow? I wanna go where I'm happy and don't have to think. I'm gonna go call the one person that I can confide in and I know loves me. Jesus...wait! He didn't pay his cell phone bill. Gonna call Diana instead.