Ya wanna know why Im so spectacular,because the people I once called friends were worthless pieces of shit.Ya lauran lauren Im sorry guys but youve pushed me over the edge. Lauran I forgave you but as I look back all I see is a bunch of bullshit yup! Lauren your just there to back her up.Both of you are sad because your not doing anything to stop being depressed it like you like it or something. Like being depressed is fun.Its just sad Lauran people dont hate you they really hate you because (i dont i think hate is wrong) you did something stupid(not saying this part to be mean) not stupid very stupid I mean what the hell was your motive I thought you were smarter than that.You already had friends,I personally think great ones.The thing you did wouldve gotten you bad friends.Not all the people you gave it to were bad a few were and a few Im friends with,but still I was frustrated and I told them that just like im telling you this.Like what I told you in your diary I just wonder how much of it was a lie and how much of it was friendship,but I tell ya what my ears are free to listen and my heart is closed but willing.