Do you? Yeah so this really doesn't have to do with anyone who reads this but I'm posting it here anyways. I have so much I just want to SPILLLLL out, but I won't. All the fighting and the blahness...I'm ready for it to be over. If thats all that you're are going to do when you talk to me you should just not. This is to everyone, because...I rather not hear over and over again how much you hate me and such, I got it the first time and since none of you will let me explain ANYTHING at all..thats what leads to the not wanting to hear it anymore. I have great things going on, and I'm going to focus on those things because I'm tired of focusing on the negitives. I want to work everything out, but you have to let me get words in. So yes, I'm happy..really happy when it comes to a lot of things. Some things are still fucked up a lot, but I'm sorry..I can't put all my energy in that anymore. I want to be happy. So I will be. Yes, I'm selfish, but so are the people that obviously don't want me to work things out and wont let me say things. Yes. Thats what I say to all the random things going on. I guess thats all for now.