the thought i may not see those eyes makes it so hard not to

Feeling: longing
Well..today has felt like forever..cause Madd went back home at like 12 this morning(she had been at my house since Thur. night cause her parents went to mardi gras),and she wasn't at school. So when shes not around everythings kinna dull..plus Jeanee wasn't there so it was even more boring. Theres this thing going around that Vance is trying to break up with Jeanee,but she hasnt been at school for him to do it and know hes trying to find other ppl to do it. And I have mixed feelings about..I mean I'd feel for her cause she really liked him ,but at the same time I know I'd have a chance again..but I mean if he does do it and I try to be there for her im scared of the reaction you dont care neways...even tho that doesnt sound like jeanee u never know..hmm stupid things like this can be so confusing. Im done with this subject tho lol.. Theres this new chic Kaitlyn I guess I dunno if thats how she spells her name but thats how my sister does lol..ne ways..shes cute hah..cute i dont like that word and i used it..i was gunna say hot but i think that comes off a lil strong lol.But ne ways shes really cool shes in my 8th hr and rides my bus so I talk to her then. shes dyes her hair like me and has her lip pierced like i would want to lol..she also has her nipples pierced but lets not go into that one lolol..ya but shes cool i want to get to kno her more cha. gosh i miss jeanee...i really do god im weird..ahh!!
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o BELIEVE ME, it's a wrid feeling not crushing,.....very weird