Things seem to be going well for a while, then everything get screwed up. I just don't undertand why things always have to work out this way for me. I'm having issues with my dad, Many many many friend issues. Other stupid issues. I'm probably complaining about the stupidest things, but these stupid things are driving me up the wall. I just want to give up on everything right now. My grades are dropping, I just don't care anymore lately. Im not myself at all. People are saying its the end of the year and your going to high school next year...I don't think it has anything to do with that considering I was this way before the end of the year. Then theres the people who are like you dont have any real problems, you dont have to worry about bills or feeding 2 children .(My mother) No, I don't but I have my own crap to deal with. I dont care that it isnt a problem in the "real" world. To me it is. I think my dad wanting to take me to court is a "real" world thing. I shouldnt have to go to his house if I dont want to definitly if hes not going to be there half the time, he wants me as his damn babysitter. DAMNIT Im pissed. I dont mean to be so evil and stuff, but I'm starting to hate that man. I know its not right, and I should forgive. But hes done so many stupid things its hard to. I have so much stuff on him though, if he decides to take me he'll be fucked. Sorry ....All I had to do was rant. I'm glad Im taking most of it out on here. The rest is not my buisness to post on the computer, or I just cant even stand to talk about it right now. Ugh. Someone save me, or end this pain.