Well today was..okay. I seriously think Im like like like like like? lol falling for jeanee. I was always one to say that you dont fall in love with someone in middle school but here I am having these feeling. But how the fuck do I know Im like in love with her. and i mean no one hears me out about it they are like ya okay. I mean damn. I shouldnt think I have a chance with her ne ways cause i dont. she tells me i do tells me all these things but the next second its like she never said nething at all cause shes with vance she was telling me how she loves vance and i the same blah blah. hmmph. thats why u went out with my best friend after u rejected me then after that ended told me u loved me then went out with aston fuckface then told me how u really do love me then go out with vance and wow (shes not slutty ppl even tho it comes off that way this is a long period of time this happened in) (but think what u want i dont care)ne ways but while shes going out with vance with flirt non stop and jeez even tho all this happens i cant forget about her i cant stop liking her not one bit. and geez this just isnt like me.i mean usually when i like someone i still keep it low key but now im like going going crazy...ahhhh this isnt me well damn i dont even think i know me ne more...wow..thats sad.. and PATHETIC...bye oh and sorry if my entry title gave u the idea that u were getting like a geography lesson hah. i feel stupid lonely and ...i feel like poo haha but dont tell ne one cause im the happy always one! heh! ya! thats me cheery cheerful! hahah! yay! I just have this feeling and i dont want to stop writing and i have nothing else to say. i think. mayb im hiding something and i dont even kno i am. wow thats scary for real. mayb im just completely insane. haha. did u kno that 2+2=4 heh i always say 7 but i gave the right answer just for u haha bye