What, why? Don't do that!

What is hardcore? Marines?

Not really! To tello you the truth its the easiest and its mainly an educational branch. Free college right now, which is nice! I added you too. Where are you located? I'm in San Antonio, TX.

Really, my parents live in Houston. In fact I'm goin to Houston this weekend! Are you in any of the pics in the background?

thats not good why would u want that?

sure, we can arrange something, just let me know when your coming down this way. night

well my name is bill my aim name is coolest68 and feel free to aim me maybe u just need someone to talk to

oh yeah, my AIM nam is beitoalan. Feel free to IM anytime. ttyl

dont u hate it when ppl do that? thats wat my last last ex wanted but i said no. lol he got so mad.nice site. i like the background pics. cologe* looks good on it. u a cutter too? i am. its kool when u dont feel it. well ill see u around. later

are u ok today? status report please

that is very good

add me i though i told u u can

hey np its kewl so whats going on?

i am always here to talk to and umm i got no life besides work and school so after that i am on sit, me i am confused i hurt someone i love but i didn;t and now i dk how or what or anything

its a bit harder then that but it work out... it always does, how are u theres so many pictures i wonder which if any there are u? and umm is that someone fucking a teddy bear?

so whats the deal with all that?

theress alot of stuff going on its kewl

kewl diary

me i live in ny its pretty kewl most of the time

i play pb, shoot guns, and work, and fix cars

i love rock! and umm i listen to some rap very little more like joke rap stuff

Hey, whats up? I see your on! Do you have time to chat this time?

So why is that you come to houston alot?

So when you do back, cause I have family in Houston too. Infact I'm headed down there tomorrow for the weekend.

yes i am, and i like colt 45 by afro man, beastyboys and thats about it lol

You tell me when you can make it down and I'll be there! lol

it should/will

Well, depends I guess...I pretty much just hang out untill something comes up. Usually goto shows if possible. What do you like to do?

lol its not like that, theres 2 amandas, i love amanda A we call here and amanda B is her friend and theres some stuff in the past and i just meet Amanda A and shes the one i like! i am not cheating on her and we never even meet, its kinda like we meet on sit...

I'm sorry to hear about him. Yeah, me too, I'm up for just about anything. Do you have AIM?

i dk i though we were but its weird i dk what it is anymore i think its more of us confused and have to work things out...

Whats your user name? Tell me more about yourself.

Sorry, yeah I'm at work right now. But I will save it for a later time. So what color are your eyes?

like i fear stuff like not knocking him or anything this kid alan, i been talking to people and i c them wrting to him so i figured why not stop on by and c what he has to say and he asked about where the girls live, age? and if they have a bf and whats there screen name, i just think its kinda funny

Cool, and your hair? How tall are you? and you can questions too. lol

u should care about urself

Blue eyes, brown hair (as seen in pic...lol) i'm 5'6 currently in the Air Force. I work on computers and I sit on the net all day unless someone is willing to do something with me. lol I don't know many people here.

just becareful, like ur worth a whole lot and no matter what happen before ur still the same old u and umm just be urself and don't do anything u don't wanna do

To answer your question...yes, now why do you ask? have you? lol

i dk much about ur past really and i dk if sits the place to talk about it but if u ever wanna talk to someone i am here, and if need be i got aims, i just want to know ur not going to try anything... like hurt urself

I wish I was! I regret it. Why do you ask?

so what u do today

lol, you still haven't answer mine question as to why you asked. Because, I feel used I guess, it means something to me, I'm like others who are out to get laid.

its not wrong to wait untill ur married... or untill ur know u found the person

me i am a virgin, umm i going to wait untill i feel something about someone, umm its like that here freaking weird shit, i work a whole lot and i HATE school but thats that

yea, thats, cooo. for some odd reason i've been asked that question alot lately. so when do you think you'll be down again? I mean how often do you dome down?

never get drunk at partys people are asses

aww, i see and how are you able to make the trips, like afford it and all.

How the hell do you manage that. I mean its gotta cost. How do you afford it?

i seen friends wreck there lifes b/c the lost there virginity at a party to a stranger and slept around, i just try to past helpful info, and i am sry if i come across as a know it all

nope its nice to talk to someone

really? hmm, thats crazy! so part of the family is in houston?

i dk u tell me

haha no? I'm confused? Explain!

wow, i admire that. thats so sweet of you!

yeah, i'm goin to gaveston saturday for this beach party. i know exactly where gaveston is.

I can be, yes. why? is that good or bad? lol I admire the fact that you still keep in touch with his family, I think it takes alot to stick around, I would of done the same.

i travel alot i mean it, cally i been to up and down the east cost, i going to cally again this summer and umm to ohio and a few other places indiana

i drink but i don't do drugs, never have and i have no intensions to. Do you?

ny the best i think i going to travel all 50 states, i wanna do a hudge road trip this summer and meet people from online lol

Thats good to hear, yeah, i don't drink much, every once in awhile in a blue moon. So do you have any other pics, maybe bigger w/ color.

ya i think it would be

aww, so that means none you could email now then, huh?

lol, well, i don't want you slipping down the stairs. How much longer do you plan on stayin up? Cause I'm about to go on break and i can talk to you aim at home.

u will thats kewl i always wannted too

Ok, give me 5 mins. and I'll be on AIM. talk to you then!

15 boards what are u rich

I don't see you on AIM?

i dk if ur falling alseep or if alan asking u to go online and send him a pic lol sry i am noise and yes i do care alot and yes i am annoying now, did i miss anything, do u still surf? and are u still sponsered?

so are you getting on or not? and why don't you like aim?

a stab?...you do not need to die

Die? You shouldn't feel you need to die. :(


Random question.. but, how do you get the spiffey "ring around the clicker" words thing? I'm bored. I need to do something with my diary.

Thanks..

That's in the header picture.. right?

Haha, I'm so dumb I can't even tie a shoe.

Cheers

Yar, this just goes to show how pathetic I really. Where exactly do you post the code?.. heh, heh..

You're too kind to help such a dumb person as me. Thankyou thankyou thankyou

yeah i know..i need to start doing that. i hate it so much. you get this big long entry and then you have to retype everything that you just wrote. makes me mad!

>>jaclyn

hah i get really mad at hit my computer screen. not like thats going to do anything or help but it gets the frustration out!

hey np anytime it was nice to talk to a sweet girl like ur self

hah i think so too! its alright i am too!

Thanks, I hope it does too.. :P

Do do do

~hug~ if u have aim im me sometime !
aim = InsanityIsPoetry

one, thanx for reading my entry.

two, i dont think it was entirely my fault either, i dont understand why they just didnt leave, i had a ride home.

three, suicidal thoughts = shit. we'll have none of that.

do not do that again,it doesnt solve anything,i know this

it's the last song on the newest Taking Back Sunday cd.

+Katie+

hey, whats up? are you gonna get on aim tonite?

aww...ok

yeppers!

aww, for me...i feel special!

hah yeah we are the weird girls! :]

i like the new layout by the way!

>>jaclyn

i can c now wow! can u sat stalker? lol

i need to die i was so close doing it last time but they got me to the hospital ... is that true???

i need to die i was so close doing it last time but they got me to the hospital ... is that true???

no he is wuts his name?

no he is wuts his name?

no he is wuts his name?

he is the staker. what is his name????

ester are u ok?

that's the fairy from moulin rouge! good movie... thanks for the comment. your top left kicks my top left's ass.

i need to die too. read my latest entry.

*marlyn*

Interesting Diary.How did you get the cursor thing that says My Life?

U BETTER NOT!!!

aww... im sorry you feel like you need to die. but if you hold on for just a little longer, i promise that things will get better.

if u ever need someone to talk to, IM me at XmidniteProwlerX. im usually on lol.

cool graphics, btw.

thanks. i think we are too=) i love that your thing everything i learned about breaking hearts i learned from you=)

dang thats alot of comments now 102 :)

Hey...sorry if I got on your nerves about the pic. Let me explain...i really enjoy talkin to you, I think your a great person, your nice and sweet, so far you have everything that it takes to be a great friend and I wouldn't want to lose your friendship. But some things we talk about just seem too good to be true and I was just tryin to get proof that it was. I guess I'll have to wait for you to come out and I really look forward to your visit!

I just didn't want you to get pissed at me for have kept askin for a pic. You are gorgeous no matter what you think. Don't let anyone ever tell you other wise! I was just caught off guard with alot of what was said. Please don't take it the wrong way. I hope you understand. ttyl : )

ESTHER!!!!

fine thats fine with me then,

talk to me

hey.. just hitten u bck. ur diary is soo cute! later

Hold on, never give up

What? No i'm not! how so! i'm your elmo!

ok, i didn't want you to get mad at me. yea, he thinks its pointless to talk to you cause he thinks we'll never meet, etc. i keep tellin him its none of his buiness and that i enjoy talkin to you. he thinks theres more but w/e. if you were closer then maybe there would be more ;p but your not :(