loaded words and loaded friends are loaded guns to our heads

Listening to: ten-sesame smeshame
Feeling: broken
who else would you be talking about then..? oh im sorry i wouldnt know..you never tell me anything anymore ive officially given up..its in your hands now.and i think we've established the fact that i jump to conclusions.and im not mad about that because i know i do what the hell do you want from me? ive given up trying...its not so easy watching a friendship (best friendship to be exact) go down the drain..whether you like it or not its happening..open your eyes your losing your best friend...and you dont seem to care anyway..i am now obsessed with the game roller coaster tycoon lol..i love it yesterday i bit erin on the hand..because she was being mean! and mondays are her mean days..and today she got 2 touchdowns in football!! and she tripped mike..lol YAY ERIN youre my idol im most def. a soda addict..ahh i cant stop drinking soda..lol someone stop me!! my life is boring :( i think ill go outside or something.. saRah
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man.. ur the mean one! who bites people these days.. geez.. haha jk
[Anonymous]
gym was mighty fun. i didnt know what i was doing half the time. haha i didnt really mean to trip mike.. i hope hes okay.. man i love gym now!! hahaha
[Anonymous]
wow. sounds like your going through the same thing im going through with my "best friend". well was going through. now im invisible and yeah. haha i hope things work out. feel better!
rawr. that is lame. i wish i could help but some people just are like that. they dont care if they are hurting someone. my best friend was my boyfriend of a year and a half and i did everything for him. now he acts like that year and a half wasnt spent with me. that i dont exist. and i have done everything to keep our friendship. but he would rather ignore problems. oh well. it just goes to show you in the end who will be there and who wont.
hang in there. one day she will realize how she treated you and realize how good of a friend she lost. woot. good luck with it all