xi* The Guilt of It All

i dunno if this is right, but i feel guilty bout my math hmwk, and my lack of doing it. As i think more and more bout this guiltful feeling inside me, i think more and more how its not just my math work, but all my work in general. I must spend every nite from the moment i get home to the moment i go to bed, im on my computer and i find that sad for many reasons. Firstly i spend my nites on msn and not doing hmwk. i get like a quarter of the hmwk i normally get in. Its not like this is something recent either. i mean i used to have a smaller desk in my room where i could work without a computer on it, and that went well, but a couple years ago we got rid of that other desk because it took up too much of my room. So whats my solution? Well I've tried not turning on my computer when i get home, but its hopeless, i mean its usually between 4-6pm and i just dont feel like working yet but then dinner comes along and i start getting into a show while i eat dinner and so i spend either 30 or 60 minutes watching a show, and now its 8pm and im either thinking 2 things: 1- hey its still early, no need to start yet, or 2- oh fuck its late, im so fucked for tmr. When i do find i have a lot of actual work to do, it wont get started till like 11ish when everyone is in bed so i dont get destracted. 287 Contacts Total 75 Average contacts online at a Time. 2 MSN accounts to keep all the contacts 1 Charlie. Help. Suggestions. Anything. but yeah as usual, there's nobody out there, ok so i think im gonna start to release to more ppl? Dont post comments if u think i should add more ppl :P
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