Thats it. It over. Hungarian ball is over. Just as quickly as it started, its all over. Its a weird feeling, as little as i thought of the whole thing, i realised that these people have grown on me. I love them all and will miss them all. Another important thing that night gave me, is closure. As weird as it is, i think i liked Nina the whole time, even when i thought i was over her. Since the day we met, till last saturday. Kinda a long time, yes i know. But it wasnt like not an obsessive thing, its just the way i felt around her, i felt good bout myself and almost more confidant bout wat i was doing. I liked who i was around her. I think in the long run she woulda said no and said we were better as friends, as sad as that is, do you think its true? Probably. I wish she coulda stayed the night but her best friend wasnt allowed so i can understand why she didnt. At the end of the farewell Waltz (las one of the night) i realised that the whole night was the closing of an open wound for me. I wont see her as much anymore and my body has figured that out and in a way i think there will always remain a small hole for her in my life in that way, but probably a bigger one for friendship because i know she likes having me as a friend. ok well i had to write that, its been a while since ive written here and ill try to write back more often...Take care guys.