Hey all nothing much really going on. I don't really have energy to write entrys on here. It's tuff to get motivated to get up and do things. Babys growing well so far. 16 weeks and going strong. I heard the heartbeat the other day It was 160bpm. Everyone says it'll be a girl. I just want it to be healthy. I have this horrible middle back pain that distracts my thinking and typing as I speak. Bleh so if my pattern of thinking is distracted sorry. Anyways,in about 3 weeks I go to see what the baby is and I get a whole new crapload of ultrasound photos. I hope this ultrasound goes well. My last ultrasound with my last pregnancy at this time was the worst experience of my life. I feel very pessimistic about all of this. I want to be excited but just can't cause I am afraid that if I do get excied something will go wrong.... Well enough for now. I'll write more as soon as I have more. Wish my baby health and luck... ................HIDDENCHILD....................