Hey all. I am finding it increasingly hard to type with my belly pertruding and throwing me off balance. It's a beautiful thing though. I am growing very excited. I think it is so real to me now that I am starting to freak out a little. There is going to be this baby girl who will call me mommy for all her life, and need me almost every step of the way. Wow. It dosn't seem like that much to handle until it happens to you and you know exactly what I am talking about. Anyway I bought some cute dresses and some dipe---eee's! They have the cut out for the cord so that the cord can stiick out and stay dry. I am so glad I had all these cousins. I am so confident right now in my parenting skills it is just the pregnancy and labor part that worries me. I just wanna see her healthy and crying loud...I want her in my arms so I can say.."shh don't cry mommy, this is a happy time and I am very happy to finally meet you." I tell her about all the people that are going to be in her life so that when she iis born she will know everyone in a way. Those she hears me talking to everyday she will no doubt be friendly with. I have a bout 15 weeks till I meet her. Which is not alot but seems like an eternity. I have already been through 25 weeks of flat out plane worry. It will all be worth it. I just know it. ..................HIDDENCHILD..................