AHHHHHH I am going crazy Thursday and still no baby. I am gonna walk alot tonight..... I beg her to come out everyday! I say baby girl please please come out! ANd sometimes I even cry about it... I sterilized her bottle nipples and stuff.....Getting ready for her....I know she will diffenatlly be here soon! I am trying not to think about the pain involved and I believed I may have shut that part of my brain off because I am reallynot to scared. Which in its self is kinda scary........make sense? I just keeping thinking about being done and everything coming to an end and a new begining.....exciting.....Plus I am gonna smoke a cig which should be nice.........I just want one, I miss smoking I really do....That calming feeling....ahhhhh.... Anyway.... EMMA COME OUT! ..................HIDDENCHILD................