This school year is going by dreadfully slow. Does anyone else think that it seems as though we should be well into November by now? Maybe it has something to do with zero hour, or maybe I'm just never getting enough sleep anymore. Eh, things like this make me feel uncomfortable. These kind of conversations. The kind where you have to make sure you don't say something wrong because if you do it screws everything over. The beating around the bush kind of conversations. Damn stupid fucking circumstances. Die. I hate my username on this diary. I'll never be good enough. Yeah. Uh huh. I wish I could change it to gloomysunday. But I can't. But just to tell anyone reading this (yes I am aware that I am using improper grammar, haha) I do not feel like I will never be good enough, and I actually hate this username. Now I am going to go and sleep on the matress on the floor in my room because I am very tired. Mom took away my bed and gave my brother bunk beds because I havent cleaned my room, and so we haven't gotten a full size mattress for my new bed, which is still laying in a big box in the hallway. So yes, i am sleeping on a mattress on the floor tonight, and I don't really mind. I can't believe this...I have a boyfriend. Maybe my mom's intuition can sometimes actually be....right. She told me she thought I would have a boyfriend within the first month of school. Freaky. But I'm happy. Obviously.