i feel trapped

Listening to: jimmy eat world-pain
you've changed a lot and so have i and time keeps on flying by and by. i think maybe i'm too protective, in a weird way. i guess that survey i took forever ago was right. Am Wochenende besuche ich Fruende gern. i have a big fat german test tomorrow. joy. i love frau. things to do in the next few days: begin inviting people to the party get those places repierced research cell phones charge camera be petrified of the outcome of the election tomorrow get kelsey's birthday present kill richie gorham. who will help me? why? because i seem to have some kind of curse on me now, with anyone i come in contact with, they get hit by cars. me and kaitlin rode the bus today, because my mom refused to drive us home after being hit twice at the same intersection by school, and so we were on the bus, waiting for it to go, when (gasp) someone hits the bus. they took our names and seat numbers, and then me and kaitlin and matt helfrigch (sp?) tried to sneak off the bus, because there was no way we were just going to sit there and do nothing in the parknig lot for an hour (the driver had left for a second) but she came back as soon as we got off the bus, and we got yelled at and told to get back on the bus. so, we sat and sat. alyssa baker was the one who hit the bus, and it wasn't actually relaly her fault...the stupid cop at summit who was directing traffic told her to drive through the gap between the bus and the curb, so she trusted him, and didn't make it through all the way...the back part of her car hit the bus. and we sat. and sat. and after an hour or so, i got home, FINALLY, to learn that my grandparents were rearended today. so, i would encourage everyone to lose touch with me, this curse seems to be contagious. more later. im craving my muse cd, but my parents took the car it is in : (
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ah, don't fret about tomorrow. frau is stupid and she probably won't even notice if you make a mistake or two. but have faith, you'll kick butt tomorrow. oh, and btw... how are you and trent? just curious, haven't really talked to you in a bit. ((later)) -kels
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omg i cant believe the bus got hit! that is so crazy!ill help u kill richie tho. and ill go with u to get ur ear repeirced! i want to go to a drive in movie sometime..would u wanna go? bc i think it owuld b fun! woot! well i have to wait til i can drive again but yea..lol. i love u so freakin much~cole
btw-that matt helfrige guy is the guy who is stalking me! scary!
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