i'm not surprised. not really. i turn the lights down low so maybe no one will ever know ______________________________________ i have no energy anymore. it's been this way for a few weeks. i shall throw what small amount of energy i have into planning the vacation for this summer, because it needs it. all i have are a ton of books and brochures, and a few dreams that i would like not to be broken. i only wish i could step onto the jet right now, at this very moment, or at least over christmas break. britain over the holidays would be beautiful.