boring.. boring. everything is so boring. I'll say it again in case you didn't catch that.. boring! I probably could tell you something interesting, but I'm not interested in being interesting. blah. I hate this. I just feel so empty right now. I need to do something. but I am just too tired. that's probably most of the problem. oh well.. :-p Even though I know that I still don't want to go. I don't know why. It's stupid. I just.. can't do it somehow. I'm going crazy. I feel like I'm being pressured from everywhere for everything, and the more I feel that way the less I want to do ANYTHING.. even sleep. lol I need for someone to carry me away.. :-p cuz I'm certainly not going myself. and it's not even that bad. I have no reason to feel this way. Not logical.. run away.....