marcus: i feel like ive been negelecting you and our everlasting friendship because im so caught up in this whole relationship thing. most of the time i would rather be with you, at the park, smoking menthols and feeling happy. but instead i do other things to substitute for the immense feelings i cant help but have towards you. Now i know that these feelings are strictly platonic and filled mostly with nostalgia but they exist nontheless. Maybe subconciously i am distancing myself because the end of summer is creeping around the corner and that is always how its ended-no-paused in the past. anyway, i apologize if i have been distant. but i love you, i really really love you. yours trully, darling, jessica