colds and overcoats

Listening to: brand new
Feeling: perplexed
hey b, i miss you :( i was in st.paul last monday. last minute, impuslisive decision i made to get a halloween costume. on the way back me and kiah got off on the riverside exit and called you but you were prolly asleeep. anyway, im hoping to make it down there saturday to see my cousin and his boyfriend. oh and we need to go to the postsecret exhibit. i cant remember the date off the top of my head. also, atmoshpere is going to at first ave novemember 9 and 10th. so things are going really good for me, i had a few set backs but am now feeling really up to par. i have a new boyfriend, and NO he has never been to prison NO hes not ridiculously older than me NO he is not an alcholic or pot head NO he does not play magic cards NO he does not wash dishes or take donations for a living YES he gave me a postsecret book (instead of a bible) YES he is 22 YES he is joining the peace core YES he wears glasses YES he plans on applying for princeton YES he is a white boy :) YES he is amazing his name is david, but we will call him dave so that the creepy factor stays low. its a coincidence really, because he is NOTHING like the latter david. hes got it together but yet understands that it doesnt always work that way. hes had his share of hardships but doenst walk around with a chip on his shoulder. i FINALLY cut the ties between annie and I and THANK GOD> ASWELL as with creepy 34 year old know it all ... it felt so goood to LET GO. :)
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just feeling meh.. so dang hard to explain.. dont feel paranoid.. I just got really weirded out about Dave's comments about Christians and it made me sad that he thinks that.. and we really havent been the best examples.. idk just my own personal demonds i need to work on... and DES ... its bothering me so much.. I just HATE IT!!.. I need to go through all of my stuff and put every pic of her in a box and put that in a box and away from my life!
hey. how are things? i miss you.