OK WHAT THE FUCK I'VE REWROTE THIS FUCKING JOURNAL FUCKNIG TWICE NOW AND IT KEEPS NOT FUCKING WORKING, LETS TRY THIS ONE MORE FUCKING TIME:@...FUCK NOW I CANT REMEMBER HOW THIS STARTED>:( second entry: nothing really happend today, its really just boring, and i feel really down, for a couple reasons : i didn't see you-know-who today so that sucked:'(, i still am "hung-up" on another you-know-who, and christmas is 10 days away so that has me more down then anything, i feel like the little loner emo kid who pushes everyones who wants to get close to me away and i really hate my self for that. asdide from the depressing "standard" emo shit, its been a really uneventfull day, now im just sitting here reading a book and listing to some My Chemical Romance *Gerard*, and yes i said reading lol its a really good book called "Killing Britney" and yes it has to do with death so maybe that why i like it lol so any ways im going to get back to my book so ill end on a question: If you love someone do you tell them, or keep your feelings bottled up? well thats it-Heather