I'm Begging You To Be My Escape

Feeling: dandy
Mmmmm-kay......... Well today was the frist day back from the 4 day weekend and it felt weird lol. We started a new unit in math....graphing & all that stupid shit. I hate graphing....Plus I was about 2 seconds from walking out of the damn class room my teacher was being a complete cunt today >=( fuck she was pissing me off. Gym, we played Badminton......and hollie fuck i've never been so like active in gym as I was today....it twas crazy! Once I actually figured out how to play I wasn't that bad=) lol. Lunch was fun, as usual, We were talking about cannibals and laughing at the fact of how we all looked like dolls sitting on a shelf. Relient K - I So Hate Consequences It was fun=) *lol*. Then it twas onward to english. So I finally told my english teacher that I was going to New York and that I wasn't really even close to being done my ISU, Soooo he gave me till next tuesday, Which isn't that much more time but it's alot better then nothing. I got all my Flowers For Algernon work done which was sa-weet. And ya that was about it, It was actually a good calss. Weird. Rihanna- SOS (Rescue Me) So final class of the day. Home Studies... "Dun Dun DUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN" Well we had an assignment to do, me an Linds worked together an got it done. We were laughing soo much, and I have a new hero, The Zoloft bubble man=) *lol*. So I went up to miss Prohaska and talked to her about my mark, seeing as I missed the deadline to bring the sutff I owed in, I asked her if their was an asignment that I could do that would bring my mark up. So she told me to bring in the stuff I did that was due, she'll look at it and she'll decide on a mark to give me. So that was amazingly cool of her so i'm definatily bringing in all the work I owe her. SO ya that was that class, I actually had a pretty good day at school. Shocking...Ain't it? Teddy Geiger - For You I Will So after school I had a doctors apointment [which I just got home from] But ya, So I had to take the 11 Gradview, so Matt waited for it with me which was soo nice lol. So we see the bus go up to grandview so I said lets go inside so I could go get my camera that I forgot in my locker, and so we did, and just as we were coming out of the doors I seen the bus so I had to run to get to my stop, and I ended up droping my camera [in the grass so it DIDN'T break *thank god*] So I ran back, got my camera, yelled byeee to Mattie, and ran on the bus *lol* The Living End - Prisoner Of Society So I got to the doctors office and I had to wait like 2 hours before I even got in to see the damn doctor. So I basicly sat in the waiting room and listened to my music and made faces at my mom *lol* we're crazy. So I got in to see the doc, he did what he needed to do [Blood pressure, give me my note for my percripton] then sent me on my way. Then me & mom got my perscription filled and got a drink then came home & now i'm here=) *lol* So tonight I don't have much to do, So I think I should start washing clothes and atempting to pack for New York....hey, got nothing better to do *lol* The Misfits - Dig Up Her Bones Well tomorrow, I was going to skip math and Alex was going to come over, But, I've been thinking about it and I've come to relieze that I can't do what he wants to do anymore, I'm not his fuck buddie and even though he says that I'm not, It's still how I feel. I want to "move forward" with someone who I care for and who actually cares for me aswell, and isn't afraid what others think. I want a boyfriend NOT a fuck buddie or a "friend with benifits" what ever bullshit that is. The All-American Rejects - Swing Swing And also I've decided that if he gets pissed at me or calls me the "same old heather" then he's going to furthur prove that my friends were right about him, and I was wrong about him. Oh highschool drama, how I HATE thee. The Used - Lunacy Fringe Well i'm kinda bored and I think my sister is going for a walk so I think that I shall go with her=) 26 Days till the Fall Out Boy Concert! and. 2 Days till New York Baby!!!♥ So for now... Stay Chemical! ~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~
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I love you heather
and if he doesn't treat you with respect, and respect your needs/wishes. I'll curse his balls :) -L
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