*sigh* Today was fun, nothing much went on, nobody was their...a very small group today. I walked home with Matt and he was being soo funny so he made me laugh, at him, but he mad me laugh *lol* I got home and my sister is on her comp and i go to say hi and i see all of my special candles being lit for no reason!! I freaked on her... My candles are special to me b/c not only am I a pyromanaic but seeing a buring candle, watching the flame, really calms me down. And these candles were aromatherpy *Can't Spell* so they are good for stress. And she used them till their was nothing left and she bitched at me when I freaked. So that put me in an even worse mood then I already was. So in other new i've decided to give up on one of my crushes b/c I know he doesn't like me in that way and I feel stupid for trying. *Sigh* one down 3 to go... I Need to get over one of my other crushes b/c it's not healthy for me to want this person anymore... I hate being hurt.*sigh* I posted this on my other journal but I think I want to get this out there. To anyone who reads this please leave me a comment on waht you think. Thanks: "I have a question... When do you know your really truly inlove? And if in that one momemnt in time you know your inlove, how do you react if the person you love doesn't love you? Maybe they did but somthing changed their mind. What do you do? What can you do?*sigh* It feels so hopeless... I'm back in that mood again. I hate this mood but if I get the mood all the damn time maybe somthing, someone... or some fucked up power out in the world is trying to tell me that I have a point. Or once again maybe i'm just plain crazy... I don't know what to believe anymore, I honestly feel like i've lost my hope no, my Faith to believe in anything anymore." Well I think i'm gunna go i'm not really in an updating mood right now...so I guess for now ~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~