ok so today was 'ok' but not really, whole family went out for breakfast and then me and dad finished xmas shopping then i went home and mom and dad went out shopping 4 his mom. So when i got home, i read my new book and went on msn to talk to pplz then Chris surprised me by showing up at my door asking to hang out, he looked so upset so i said sure what the hell *he's the "ex" i was refering to in my msn name as in ex friend* so that was ok, it turned out that his girlfriend had been cheating on him for 4 months and they were dating for 5 i felt bad for him and showed a little mersy, but i really dont think ill be hanging out with him much any more....Jay called me today around 4 on my celly:P and i was glad to hear a friendly voice he told me the most coincendtial thing i've ever heard, he was explaining how much he was missing mark, and mark called me yesterday to tell me how much he missed him and get this mark called me bout half hour ago and he told me that he's flying out to alberta on monday to surprise jay!!! i thought that was soooo cute. so any wayz i talked to the you-know-who that i was still "hung up" on and i really thought about it and its not so much that i miss him bein g my boyfriend is that i miss having an actuall boyfriend, and really i want to be with a guy who likes me for who i am and what i want to do with my life and you know *blush* oh well tomorrows another day :D *hopefull* so when i got home i wraped gifts and am about to go finish the rest but i just had to update:P ohhh and as for ~*~HU~*~(~*~Hottie Update~*~) i seen the Cutest Emo guy today at chapters:P so ya thats all for now ill update tomorrow ***5 More School Days*** well night i guess!:P ~*~Emo Slut~*~