Cut My Wrists And Black My Eyes

Feeling: paranoid
*cries* Ok so today was my teeth operation... I've been up since 6:30 am, and i havn't had anything to eat since 10:30 last night, and i'm in alot of pain. The operation its self didn't hurt b/c i was asleep, and they froze my mouth... but the after part is killing me...slowly and VERY painfully. Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment So far i've had 2 antibiodic pills, 2 oxy cottons:|, 4 advil, and im still in pain, since the operation i've had about 2 hrs to sleep. Every damn time I fall asleep it feels like seconds before my mom wakes me up to give me more drugs. Relient K - I So Hate Consequences Well march break was so-so for me, didn't rly do anything, monday- shopping, tuesday- I can't remember, Wednesday- Hung out with mom an shit. Thursday- Operation. Metalica - Nothing Else Matters So during the operation I had a crazy dream, I was walking down this dark path, that lead to a park that i went to when I was really little, and i seen my old best friend and she looked at me, said nothing, then just started to beat me up, then alot of ppl i used to know just poped up and helped her beat me up, when they were done she called me pathetic and they all left, so i sat on the pavement,I think i was crying i can't really remember, then i felt someone grab my arm, and it was a guy, i couldn't see his face or anything, he was my age i know that much, and he said he'd help me, and i wasn't scared of anything, so he helped me up and we walked to the park, when we got their we sat on the bench, and he just smiled, and i felt so warm, then I woke up. Matt Mays & El Torpedo - Cocaine Cowgirl It was a really fucked up dream, but it made me feel so good, and for the time i was asleep i was soo happy *lol* maybe thats the oxy cottns talking =P. Relient K - Mood Rings The weirdest part was during the end of it, I heard the sergon talking and the nurses talking to me, but i wasn't awake, but i could hear then and i felt them do one last thing, i think it was the stitches or something, but it didn't hurt at all it was werid. Five For Fighting - 100 Years Well right now i felt like talking to ppl so im on msn, i was talking to alex¢¾ but he had to go, i miss him=(. So right now i'm talknig to Kaitlyn, Beanie [also helping her to make her myspace=p] and Raven. And i'm kinda tired of writing so i'm gunna go back to helping Beanie and talking to Kaitlyn, so I love you all and for now ~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~ P.S. Blue Snakes are going up and down my wall and back and forth on my key bord, so i think the oxy cottons are kicking in...*Lol* =s P.P.S. I Decided to add the 2 people back to my other diary again and i'm about to update that one.
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