Burn My Heart With Your Lies

Feeling: melancholy
Okie, soo nothing really happend at school, photo was fun, brought in the cd and showed baby matt to "the gang" lol *teacher was NASTY* so after that i went home for lunch and danielle came with:D so that was fun and and and...THE HOT MEATAL HEAD GUY WAS ON THE BUS "Oh Yea;)" fuck i love his hotness:P so after that it was work...umm next topic... after work mom picked me up and we went home for a bit, talk to sum ppl then was dragged out to dinner (didn't eat) so after that mom, gin and i all went to the eastdale play, and it was really good EXCEPT THE BUTCHERED MY FUCKING MOVIE>:( YA thats right, the did a scene from The Nightmare Before Christmas (Town Meeting) and it fucking SUCKED i was so fucking pissed>:( so becides that disapointment this fucknig "gangsta" rapped and i was going to kill my self, OMG AND THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT WAS THE TEDDY BEAR SONG!!! This cute guy played a song he wrote and it was so funny (about a perverted Teddy*heart*) and and the other highlight was my cousins they did a few scenes from up coming plays and they were so good (cousins: Shelly an Richy Rich) so ya then after we came home so here i am lol, so im updating then working on my photo asign. *sigh* (sidebar: The HOTEST Older METAL HEAD Guy Was At Work Yesterday) so i have a few things i need to get off my back so here they are: If we like someone do we tell them? and if we tell them and it always goes wrong why do we bother? is that "special" person really worth the pain? i used to think it was but now i dont even know...and they always say "that ONE special person", well what happens if we do something to lose that person? then what??? they never say "the SEVENTH special person" Or anything,have the people that lost their one love missed the boat? are they doomed to die alone? no love...EVER!? why do we set are self's up for the disapointment? Telling someone you love them is the most amazing thing you can do and yet sometimes they just don't want to hear it... And trying to hide are feelings till the stupidly blurt out of your mouth can be worse, for you anyways, i dont even know how to put it its all so confusing. I believe in fait but why does fait put us through so much pain? if you found your someone, that great, a warning to that: hold on to them for as long as you can. i'll end this is a quote "If You Love Someone Set Them Free If They Come Back It's Ment To Be" well if that isn't depressing...*Sigh* ~*~Emo Slut~*~
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"if you love somthing let it free, and cripple it so it can't get away ;)"
hehe
-L
O man! lol i just say your comment, and then i was going to go talk to you, and then you poped up and was all like ilu and i was SO going to talk to you!
i have really bad timing
-L
Aww, I feel the same about that last paragraph, This whole love thing is very confusing.. oh yeah, if we knew everything where would be the fun in that? Sadly we have to endure the heartache that comes with it..

Later, Meaghan