Your Running After Something That You'll Never Kill

Feeling: broken
So i just read the 2 coments on my last entry from Meaghan an Linds and i have to say, Thanks alot guys that cheered me up to see that*heart*, so anways. well *sigh* today was the depressing day, So i got up @ 6am, got ready, took the bus to meet Danielle, went to skewl, hung out at the doors with Danille b4 class started, had a blast, shes so fun(=, so Photography was weird it just flew by, and tomorrow i have to do the photoshoot for my Vampire Freaks ad so that will be fun and when thats done i have to spend time with miss Pro seeing as i couldn't go to co-op today=(, so after photography me and Danielle hung out at the church and talked about everything and had a blast=P, so after that i went home and got ready for the funeral, when we got the the funeral place all these people came to it i nvr knew my uncle knew so many people, on the plus side i got to see my aunt Kim who i havn't seen for over 8 years, but yes to the funeral was standard no casket(thank god) but my aunt Linda got up a said a few things, and me and my cousin Lisa bawled are eyes out, espically when we seen that my uncles kids (cousins Donald and Brandon) were crying, thats when me an Lisa really lost it. so after the service me and Lisa went to the lounge, only we took a different root to get their so we could scare my lil cousin Emily, big mistake!, on our way we just had to walk past another room that just had to be an open casket service:| so i got to see a dead old women and i all most fainted, it was cool an all but it was weird she looked so unnatural it was sad *sigh*. So after that i went to see Donald and he cried on my shoulder and all i did was hug him no one knew what to say, so after everyone went to the "party(if you can call it that), and everyone got shit faced so they were all laughing, me and Lisa just sat at the bar and talked about random shit, then went to the ball room and took pix of the disco ball and laughed, singing stupid songs and laughing are asses off:P, i think me a Lisa were a little tipsy seeing as the bar tender got beer in are drinks (by accident) lol so that was a more cheery. so we were their for a few long hours, i gave alot of hugs and talked to my old babysitter from me being in kindergarden *lol* so that was weird, after that we all left and came home, now im here, and now i think im going to go have a shower b/c i smell like an ashtray)= so for now ~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~ P.s. ~*~R.I.P. Uncle Tim, Gone But Never Forgotten **Tuna** I Love You And I'll Miss You~*~ NINE FIRSTS: First Screen Name: PickleBear69;) *Ok I Was In Grade 5 And Again I Was L-A-M-E* First Pet: Lexi (Husky) First Piercing: Ears First Crush: Guy Named Shane *Ewww I Was A LOSER* First CD: Umm I'll Get Back To Ya...*lol* First Car: Don't Have A Car *Yea I'm Lame* First True Love: Fuck Love First Stuffed Animal: Puffyella (Fucked Up Pink Elephant) First Trip: Going To Montreal In Grade 8 -------------------------------- EIGHT LASTS: Last Car Ride: Home From The Funeral "Party" Last Movie Seen: Moulin Rouge Last Phone Call: Nadine:P Last CD Played: My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge Last Bubble bath: Umm When I Was 5? Last time you Cried: Today At The Funeral Last time you laughed: Like 5 Mins Ago Last time you fell: Yesterday Walking Up To My Room *Who Falls Up!?* -------------------------------- SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS: Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Yes(Bad Idea) Have you ever been arrested: Couple Of Times Have you ever skinny dipped: Yes(Very Drunk NO QUESTIONS!) Have you ever been on tv: Sadly Yes (Did A Lifejacket Comercial In Grade 6) Have you ever kissed someone and then regreted it: Yes... Have you ever been to a concert: FUCK YES *Best one- MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE DECEMBER 1st 2005* Have you ever gone commando: NEVER*ewie* -------------------------------- SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY: 1. Got Up @ 6am 2. Laughed My Ass Off And Sumthing Random 3. Talked About "Things" With Danielle 4. Went To A Funeral 5. Cried My Eyes Out 6. Seen a Dead Body -------------------------------- FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: 1. Black Shirt 2. Black Pants 3. Socks 4. My Chemical Romance Hat 5. Underwear -------------------------------- FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO: 1. Danielle 2. Kaitlyn 3. Meaghan 4. Donald -------------------------------- THREE CHOICES: 1. Hot or Cold: Cold 2. Black or white: Black 3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate -------------------------------- TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Find Someone Who Loves Me 2. Go To Japan and to "Battle Shipt Island" -------------------------------- ONE THING YOU REGRET: 1. Not Saying I Loved Him Back
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obsessed w/ mcr.