I miss my zeek..I haven't had any contact for 5 days! Awhhh it's killing me only 5 days left. I saw some pictures and I almost cryed cause i miss the old days when we were always together! Now it's always arguing...because of me! It's my fucking fault...and now he's started to hate being with me..always finding excuses to be away from me...when we used to always wanna be together...but I'm a fucking bitch. :( I miss him! I'm done...whatever...I want the old days back! baby if you do read this you are my one and only no matter what happens! I will help you out as much as i can...especially for the next 9 months...we can get you thru this! Love you lots! Riah Lee