you know I don't know what love is. Atleast that's what I'm told, is I'm to young to understand. Then why do I love so many people and at most times feel loved in return? Is it all a figment of my imagination? You know I feel like I'm losing my friends the ones who have cared about me the most for my own selfish pride.. but yet I don't feel selfish. I just want to be happy and they say the way to do that is to make somebody else happy but I can't. It's not my job I wish I could make everybody happy. but all I can do right now is be honest with people after lying to them for so long. Lately I've become so easily annoyed by things that used to make me laugh. I just want to be out of school and out on my own. My cousin has a countdown on her website I'm gonna talk to her and figure out how to get one on here for how long until I turn 18. Love a.a.f. Jess B.O.T.D.- Jen F.O.P.Q.O.T.D.- Cosmo- I'll never forget you Sue! Wanda- How's Sue doing? Cosmo- Sue?!? Who's Sue?!?!