this weekend SUCKED major ass! Friday I come home to Matt calling yelling and screaming at me to call homeless shelter's for him cause he just can't stand his brother anymore! FUCK THAT! Then he tells me he's taken all of his welbutrin (his pills) so I end up letting him go he calls me back like an hour later and we talk for a little bit and he's watching his brother's kids.. and he talks to Chadd who tells him his sister lost her virginity.. he didn't freak out right then I knew something was up. Ok so then I go to McDonald's and eat a cheeseburger.. get home call him back and his neice Jordan answers the phone crying... When I ask her what's wrong she says Matt started shaking really bad and then he just fell to the ground and he's breathing really fast and he won't answer me.. about the time she gets the courage to call 911 he wakes up and he's like I'm fine I'm fine so I talk to him and I was like what the fuck is your problem.. and he was like I told you I took all those pills and I was like that was 2 fucking hours ago.. and if you knew you took them all why'd you agree to watch the kids.. he says because I thoughtI was ok... so I get it now you're brother's worth dying for but I'M not worth living for fuck you Matt bye! And I've barely talked to him since then. I went to Jamie's house last night and we went up to Vincennce she got her right nipple pierced I watched that was interesting.. then Millie got her belly button and nose pierced... whatever floats her boat and I just got home like 2 hours ago and it's 3:21 in the morning now!! Well.. yea.. my weekend sucked hope everyone had a good weekend! Love always, Jess B.O.T.D.- McDonald's F.O.P.Q.O.T.D- I'm way to tired to quote anything word for word I'll do it later!