. . M E . . [my name is]: Rachel Van Beke [love is] : absolutely amazing [I’m afraid of] : spiders, loosing Devin, loosin friends and family . . H A V E . Y O U. E V E R . . [pictured your crush naked?] : yes [actually saw your crush naked] : not yet [been in love] : yes…right now [cried when someone died] : yes..deaths r hard [lied] : who hasn’t? . . W I T H. T H E O P P O S I T E. S E X. . [what do u notice first?] : eyes, personality and ass [last person u slow danced with] : Devin [worst question to ask] : Are you ok.. when they know you arent.. . . W H O. . [makes u laugh the most?] : Tie between Mesha Steph and Britt [makes u smile] : Devin [give u a funny feeling when u see them] : Devin [who do you have a crush on?] : Devin [is easiest to talk to?] : not sure . . W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R . . [coke or pepsi] : coke [flowers or candy] : candy! [tall or short] : tall cuz im tall . . D O . Y O U . E V E R . . [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?] : yes because im a loser and I would do something like that!! [cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes..all the time . . W H O . W A S. T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N .. [you talked to on the phone] : Devin [hugged] : Devin [you laughed with] : Friends . . D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U . . [smoke cigarettes] : no.. never will [obsessive]: yeah on some things [could you live without the computer?] HELL NO!! [whats ur favorite food?] ribs [drink alcohol?] not really [like watching the sunrises or sunset?] yes I think its so cute [what hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional because it hurts more inside [trust others way too easily?] I have to get to know them first . . F A V O R I T E . . [ Drink ] : Anything [ Color ] : pink [ Album ] : Blink 182 [ Shoes ] : Pink and white Vans [ Candy ] : anything [ Animal ] : anything cool [ TV Show ] : something that makes me laugh [ Movie ] : How to loose a guy in 10 days(SOPHIA) [ Dance ] : anything fast!! [ Song ] : Dembo! lmfao [ Vegetable ] : whatever . . A R E .Y O U . . [ Understanding ] : I guess [ Open-minded ] : yea [ Arrogant ] : n [ Insecure ] : sometimes [ Interesting ] : guess so [ Random ] : all the time!! [ Friendly ] : yea [ Smart ] : when i want 2 be.. haha [ Moody ] : when sumthin gets 2 me [ Childish ] : ha yeah I can be but not all the time [ Independent ] : at points [ Hard working ] : if I really want something [ Organized ] : I guess..a little [ Healthy ] : yeah [ Emotionally Stable ] : I guess [ Shy ] : when i can tell people dont like me [ Difficult ] : I can be [ Attractive ] : i dunno.. dont look at my self like that [ Bored Easily ] : yeah kinda maybe [ Messy ] : yeaa [ Thirsty ] : yeah very [ Responsible ] : yea! [ Angry ] : not now [ Sad ] : all the time [ Happy ] : ha of course I’m happy- [ Hyper ] : you bet! [ Trusting ] : depends on the situation and who [ Talkative ] : yah . . W H O .d O .Y O U .W A N T .t O . . [ Kill ] : Um.. only some know!! [ Slap ] : Devin.. haha.. Spanky! lmao [ Get Really Wasted With ] : my friends [ Get High With ] : since I don’t do that but if I had to then mah friends [ Look Like ] : uhh I dunno!! [ Talk To Offline ] : Certain people [ Talk To Online ] : Everyone . . N U M B E R S . . [of times i have had my heart broken? ] : none yet and I hope never!! [of hearts i have broken?] : none I hope!! [of boys i have kissed?] : only 2.. but the one now means more [of girls i have kissed?] : playin suck and blow.. 2 many [of tight friends?] : id say like 5 to like 8 I dunno! [of cd's that i own?] : not 2 many [of things in my past that i regret?] : not alot I KNOW : that im in love I WANT : Devin I HAVE : great friends and a great boy friend I WISH : i had a car I HATE : a lot of things and people I MISS : a lot of things and people I FEAR : heights!! I HEAR : my heart beat I WONDER : what i may and may not do I REGRET : not much I TRUST : my friends I LOVE : DEVIN I ACHE : in my abs.. 2 many Jung crunches!! lmao I CARE : about a lot of people I ALWAYS : am hungry!! I AM NOT : always wat i seem I DANCE : awesome when i want and like retart when i want 2 I SING : when im in love and bored I CRY : for the stupidest things I DO NOT ALWAYS : study for tests and shiz!! I FIGHT : with my parents a lot!! I WRITE : in this diary I WIN : Cheer competitons that im goin2 and gonna win Nationals! I LOSE : most things I CONFUSE : myself all the time I LISTEN : to music, friends, boy friend, family. I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND : in my room, on the comp, on the phone, at the mall, at skool, mostly at home I NEED : Devin I AM HAPPY : when im chillen with the people i love the most I SHOULD HAVE : taken more chances I THINK : About everything. I TEND TO : wanna kno when my parents come home so they can yell at me more.. I TEND NOT TO : care when my parents r tlkin 2 me thats me :)