its like ill never be pretty enough. no matter what i do. its always her. the one who gets everything and sometimes i need it. i know there are other people in the world who get nothing, but i hate being around her sometimes cuz its just all about her. like i have to beg for attention. i wish i was prettier i guess. im never good enough. but the thing is, i tell myself i dont want a boy but i want the attention. am i _insane? ♥ ;; rachh