um, its now 2day and we are goin 2 Cali again. My mom doesnt know it cuz its a suprise 4 Mothers Day. It should be awesome, but yet again Im gonna miss Devin. I really dont wanna go cuz this whole family is gay. They all cant make up their minds and expect to much. Why couldnt it jus have been us three kids? I know we need an adult, but still. Man Im really gonna miss Devin. I love you baby!! Thanks for everything. you mean the world to me. Cant wait to see you again. I just wanna hold you in my arms and never let go. And thats how it was until this came up. I love you with all of my heart and cant wait to hear your voice. I also love my dad and I pray everday that he gets better. And it seems to work. Everyone please keep praying!! Thank you. Love you Dad, love you Devin. rach