Its comes off easy for some to write about their thoughts, or to write anything at all. I have a difficult time finding just the right words or finding words to begin with. This can be distracting in many ways but most importantly it can leave many things inside undescribed. You write such pretty words that are so much stronger then any i love you's i can say. Wheither im repeating myself or not. Those are the words inside describing my feelings to you. The only words. As if its enough, its not. You deserve so much more. You have been gone for a day.. almost two, seems like forever. Not a moment passed without me wondering how your doing, whos on the slops, are you ok... did you get hurt?... does he miss me as much as i miss him? the list continues. basicly where im trying to get is, i love him so much and i just cant show it as easily as others. Or find the right words. Just don't for a moment think it's not a mutural feeling i love you i love you i loooovveeee youuuuu so glad your home, dont want to think about summer. im staying here