wow. alot of things change that u dont want or ever expected to. I was talking to a verrry close freind who i truly miss more then anything. I love him soo much. Hes an amazing person. I wish we were like we were back in the day. It took me a few moments on the phone to realize how much we drifted away. HIs father passed away. He commited suicid. I was the first person to know about the divorce. The person he cried to on the phone. A week later i hear about this. I dont like it. at all. on another note. Prom is just around the corner. Im going with my sexy boyfreind chad. Im way too stoked about the dance. Its just WOOW. how am i suppose to sleep??? ha its not like i do anyways. im on the phone with you. things have been really weird. In good and in bad ways. i want el torito..... now!ER%T^IOUTRHFBdnm,dz t