I hade so many hateful words to write down. So many emotions to express. but ill write nothing. I have the greatest freinds, I couldnt hide under my glasses all day and school never the less ..so, me and jessica grabed some cold stone and watched mother in law. It felt like i havnt laughed in dayys. it was so wonderful. everyones talking about prom. i never want to hear that word ever again. he has been ignoring and not returning any of my calls, do i really deserve this. i had never had anyone treat me so low. so until he grows balls, i wont try anymore. and if he really did love me or half of what i loved then he would stop reading this and call me, not text, not im, not email.. but pick the phone up and call me. mark this... 3:33 pm. stop i love allen