fuck fuck fuck

by ritadiary
Feeling: placid
am sooo mad right now!! if i had a gun i dont want to know what i would do!! the day started off really good! megan makes me jolly because shes a jolly girl and so am i and we dont like drama.. but my other freind(no names) decides to get mad without me even knowing!!! whyyy!! because i was unable to do shit..hmmm if only..and if only she knew anything she doesnt want to listen she just goes right ahead and post entrys on her live journal making us look bad... i might be over exagerating but when your pissed right now all the little things add up and you attend to burst i dont care any more about winter formal whats new i never get asked boys .. yeah no one likes me and if so i attend to ruin them anyways because im stupid!! i thought i was getting better but the more the days go by the worst things are getting.. i try to look at the bright side but it doesnt help! i just want to disapear and take off to somewhere were no one knows me and i dont want to get close to anyone because when i get close to people i get hurt and i dont like to hurt! i need to scream to let it all out ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh rita
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aw thanks. I am sorry to see your not feeling so weel though. Hope you feel better.
[Anonymous]
mmmm the cure...
aww i never get asked to dances or anything either

boys don't like me.

we can start a club.

i know how you feel though. and im sorry. you can always rant to me if you'd like. IM me. beautyfulmiztake.

but you should get close to people not everyone will hurt you. just be careful.
[Anonymous]
you get a lot of comments on your thingy...you have nice hair, thats probably why...
yeah well i think your hot.
haha thanks...u like ALWAYS have the best layouts tho! "yeah no one likes me and if so i attend to ruin them anyways because im stupid!!"...i can very much relate
have a good one!
xOx-mEl
[Anonymous]
oh man yes boys are so difficult ;) but thats what makes them guys right, haa yes if i had a gun i think that wouldnt be a good idea-er. lovesssss
[Anonymous]
yay we meet ! u r way cool. we gotta hang out another time 4 sure have a good day -dani
[Anonymous]
i know what your saying ... sorry your so mad right now... it sucks but i bet your all ready over it... and the winter formal thing... i want a date too!!!! aahhh it sucks that i dont have one o well... no ones even a lil intrested in me eather
go ahead and scream rita!!! ill do it to ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!



feel better?
[Anonymous]
ahh i beg to differ- YOU seem like the rad one.
(hums in head... 'hmm hmm lovely rita meter maid..lalala forget the words...")
you never heard of oakland? what about the oakland raiders and the oakland A's? and the warriors?? all from oakland man! and i know where anaheim and new port are- disney land is in anaheim!
i live in the bay area, the oakland hills to be exact. where are you from?
AH HA! YOU ARE trying to get cooleR AREN"T YOU???
hey what band is that in the background?
first off- your diary looks awesome!!ANnD you quoted bright eyes- you are way too cool for school. and those dudes are stupid because i would DEFINITELY ask you to winter formal. Send them all to lense crafters.... thats all i gotta say about that!
"Killing an Arab's" a good song.
[Anonymous]
hey i dont even trust you with a gun when your not mad. but anyways. sorry for throwing you out of brandons house and letting you get all wet in the sprinklers. it was totally an accident.

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