i'm really sad that kyle still hasn't called me... i really wish that he would soon.. i really do love him, and i really want to talk to him... i understand tha he has things going on in hs life right now, but i was hoping since he (hopefully) thinks of me as his girlfirnd, he would come to me for at leat a little comfort (and, no, not the type of comfort you are thinking about..... well..... maybe just a little....^^) this is day three of no talking.. he's either going to call tonight or tomorrow... so i guess this means that he isn't coming over tomorrow... and i was really excited about that... he's such a good kisser... and i was plannig on mybe doing a litle more than just kissing^^ oh well... i'll just be sitting by my phone, waiting fo his call.... i was so stupid for acting the way that i did... oh well... because of the way my mind works, i did what i did... and now... YAY FOR DEPRESSION!!!