{23} i'm sorry... again...

by satiarun
You know what, I’m sorry for “flipping out”… I’m PMSing… and I’m sorry… but how would you feel if it were reversed? I do still want to be with you… please don’t just say have a good life… I am sorry… and see, I’m even saying what I promised myself that I never would… saying sorry… I was all sad... then I thought that maybe we were good, so I got happy again… now it’s back to sadness… I’m use to being sad, but with you, I actually got happiness for a while… and I REALLY liked it… i want that happiness back... and hopefully it's from you... call me soon or I’ll try to call you… I do love you... and I am sorry… I hope you forgive me…
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I know its been awhile since ive called, but i need some time to think this through.I cant keep up this "I love you, I hate you" nonsense anymore.
[Anonymous]
Everytime im about to call you, you put something up here that really pisses me off.Making me feel bad about not calling or, guilt tripping me.
[Anonymous]
And the messages you leave for me that sound like your crying and i call you urgently thinking something is genuinely wrong but your absolutely fine.
[Anonymous]
I cant handle the stress of Having to be home early or using someones phone to call you to make sure you havent either hurt yourself or went off on me
[Anonymous]
(1)It just drives me crazy how i have to talk to you at least once a day, and if i dont i check here and its all hate aimed at me.
[Anonymous]
Every single time i havent been able to either see you, or talk to you.Theres been a reason why.And id of thought by now youd know that.
[Anonymous]
But i guess nothing has changed. Im going to continue talking to you through here, but i dont know if im ready to talk to you quite yet.
[Anonymous]