okay well i am gonna do somthing really freaking cool with the titles of my entrys so yeah ill try NOT to fuck it up I havnt talked to John in like 3 days. If i was at my house he could have come over like every day but noooo im at my dads actually im happy to be at my dads right now i have no serious negative feelings...things are pretty much good--that is so weird. Im like whats the word...CONTENT yeah and im like relaxed. woah. this is good tommorw is thanks giving so HAPPY THANKSGIVING! and if u dont celebrate thanks giving the HAPPY NOVEMBER 27TH! wait everyone celebrates the turkey day rite? mabye not the peoples not from america. But who would pass up a holiday where all u do it eat...an anorexic person mabye but still anorexic people aside the holiday in which you eat it a pretty good one if u ask me....althugh no one asked me--awe who cares. --jessica-- [i lov john] :)