How did this get turned around on me? How the fuck did that happen? I'm sorry if I decide to retaliate so that I dont look like an idiot when I'm not. I'M FUCKING SORRY! FUCK! Its not my fault that she doesnt accept an apology. I'm sorry that she's bitter and cant give up. I'm fucking sorry that I chose a side and got bitched at. But you know what I'm really sorry about? Ever fucking joining the Shadow Clan. It saved me and now its pushing me back down again. I cant take this anymore. Kayla, you might just get your fucking wish. I might just kill myself tonight. And if you even think about saying thats not true, go back to a few entries in your SITD and your letters you sent. "Choke on vomit", "Just go kill yourself already" I dont care if Garrett said he loved you. I dont care if he doesnt give a shit about me like you keep telling me. I still want to be his friend. If you cant accept that, then fuck off. I'm not in the Shadow Clan to listen to you bitch and whine. I came to have fun. To forget about the shit that was happening. None of you even know about that. NONE OF YOU. You're doing the same fucking thing that pushed me to the edge last time. We'll see how much fun it is for you when I'm gone and people finally begin to notice that it wasn't Garretts fault. I came there before you did if you dont remember. I wont talk to Michael about Garrett anymore. I wont talk to him period. I suppose I'll just bow on both knees to your fucking whims just to make your pathetic life better. I quit the Shadow Clan. I quit you . I quit drama. I quit life. Take your own advice. Choke and die Kayla. I'll see you in Hell. Goodbye and Goodnight Katey