get it together.

Feeling: sadistic
It's 8:45 am..i'm going to get ready for work when i'm done with this....I yelled at my mom this morning...she came home again and she was saying "i'm gonna go mow the grass when it dries" and i'm like "you need to stop waking me up!!!" It was like the 3rd time...so i got up..kicked the dog out and shut my door. I feel bad when i yell at her...but she can be sooooooo annoying!!! oh yeah bubbi...about that JR thing...instead of getting pissed off majorly about it..you could have just let me know it hurt you...cuz i can change it. I can not turn away from you when you try to kiss me goodnight...I didnt know it bothered you....there are other ways you could have let me know....besides getting all fired up. Oh great, the neighbors are gonna love us..mom outside at 8:49 am mowing grass...how wonderful...hahha...i think she just waited until i woke up to start...how nice...at least she listens when i tell her not to wake me up again. You say you love me, but then you're a total jackass on the phone...and that's usually why i say i wanna go, or i have to do other things before i foget...then you change your tune. And if you're tired, we can talk some other time...i hate talking to you when you're tired. I understand everyone has bad days...but if you're having a bad day, then i think you should get happy before you call me...that just makes it worse and it makes me have a bad day. I'm sorry i didnt call you yesterday...i didnt think pappa D would make you guys work in that..it was comming down very bad...trust me, if i would have known that you were home...i would have called you...because the day was boring...and i missed you horribly. I got into one of those moods where when you called i would be so happy, and i would tell you how much i love you..but then you didnt call until 7-8 and i lost it. I'm sorry if anything in this made you mad, but i just had to let it out.
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nah, it didnt piss me off. it wasnt the fact of it being jr you know that right? i get pissed on the phone cause five minutes after i call you and am in the middle of telling you something you say you have to go. you rarely have anything to say to me and when i dont talk you get upset with me. tell me anything on your mind, thats all i wanna hear. hey, at least we resolve shit without fighting. i love you baby.