sun & shadow, wind & rain

Yay! Another week completed. Yet, there’s a downside. The downside is that the weekend goes by tooo fast and then another 5 school/work days come! I have Friday night and a Saturday weekend. What really sucks is that it’s supposed to be 80 degrees on Sunday and I’ll be stuck in the hot, hot kitchen at Trindle slaving over a stove that remains 350 degrees daily. By the time the 7 hours pass, my feet hurt so bad and all that I want to do is relax. In the mean time, Dwaynie wants to take a walk to enjoy the nice weather. I do too by my feet hurt because I’m so fat. Moving right along….. At first, when my mom asked me if I wanted a graduation party I was all for it…But then I thought, “we don’t have enough $ for food and there won’t be any entertainment and there’s not any table or seats”….but then my beloved husband said that his bands first show would be my graduation party…which is even more entertaining considering they don’t even have a guitarist. My step dad said he could get table and chairs from a guy from the fire hall in Wellsville.. but he likes to talk out of his ass a lot. If I do have one, I’ll probably end up paying for it all by myself (just like my b/day party) I really want to have one…so what if Dwanye’s band can’t play….we can get other bands together….I was thinking about buying invitations this weekend for it but I can’t decide if June 19 or June 26 would be better…..June 19th- a lot of other peoples party…..June 26th….people go on vacation….I could also have everyone bring a dish…and that’d work out….i really really want one….I mean, it is one of the most important parts of my life….so why not celebrate? And since I may not go to college…I’ll make it an even bigger event..Dwayne and I want to have a spring baby which means that we’d have to conceive in july or august…which means we can either do that this summer or wait a WHOLE MORE YEAR!!! Which seems forever…but by then we can get married and live together to see if we can make it without a kid….but I know we’ll make it …we’ll get along better if we live together…I think we really were meant to be and last night every time he told me he loved me it seemed so sincere….It always does but last night was special-er….
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