relief at last.

Listening to: static-x
Feeling: accomplished
i am SOOO happy i finally got my project done..soooo what if it was the period before it was due? I hate computers i had most of it done last night but the bitch wouldnt save so i couldnt transfer. it pissed me off majorly but i knew i'd get it done today. I have yet to write a essay in english, and for environmental...whoever said that senior year was easy..was full of shit...i've been feeling so damn overwelhmed for so long. I never have enough time to do everything i want/need to do in a day. Dwayne is always acting like there's something wrong and i can never figure it out. It's like, the amount of time we spend together each time...the beginning is good, the middle ,we're fighting, and the end is the best...the end of the time is when we really get to let each other know how much we love each other and to let each other know that we never want to leave and we'll miss each other so much. I love dwayne. I MUST get good grades or we wont be able to see each other.....and we all know how well that will turn out. I'm going with him to Wyoming in like a week.....for 10 days. there are some ups and downs to it...i have to leave my life to go somewhere that's 30 hours away...now dont get me wrong...i want to sooo bad and i cant wait to be with my babie dwaynie (and see the beautiful-ness of the west), but what if we get into a fight and we come back not being able to stand each other? i know the odds of that are very slim, but what if? I hope that i don't come back to TOO much school work to make up or anything...and i hope i dont miss my mommmy....i gotta go the bell is about to ring.
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i like ur diary/....its really cute
[Anonymous]
if you ever do figure out whats wrong with me let me know cause i have no fucking clue. you make me the happiest person alive, and yet i get sad and don't have a clue why. i'll help you with your homework when we get back from wyoming. it's gonna be great. i love you......