math final this morning. not good. i didnt even know how to answer some of the problems on there so algers going to kill me. ohh well- i finished it as fast as possible and then came back home. i was going to go back to sleep when i got here but lance (my moms boyfriend) wanted to try and hook up the wireless so that the computer in my room would work- we tried to do it and it didnt work. so now we dont know what were going to but they want to actually get it hooked up now so thats a good thing for me. rychelle and susan called me after they were done with the math final and we went grocery shopping. haha- yeah that was interesting. i actually like love having a friend who lives on there own. its pretty fun because we get to get all the stuff for her house and stuff and i feel like its my own house- ive been there enough in the past like 2 weeks that it might as well be my house. not to mention that its awesome to go somewhere and not have anyone tell you what you can and cant do. we basically do whatever we want and were like responsible about it though. well after shopping they dropped me off. i was suppossed to go back to rychelles house but i didnt because... i ended up falling asleep on my floor? then i woke back up and got into my nice and comfy bed and slept for like 2 hours. its wicked weird because i never sleep during the day- let alone i usually have like the hardest time falling asleep and i was asleep right away. and then lance (my moms boyfriend) woke be up. i was not very happy. i was wicked out of it toooo. i guess my mom called and wanted me to run her some stuff to work- but then i called her back and she said that she didnt need it anymore. weird. and i dont think that anything going on tonight because everyone has their US history regents tomorrow- i took AP euro so i dont have to take it. so tonight im going to be rather bored- and i really wanted to go out and party this evening... but ill probably just relax here. tomorrow im off all alone- so ill probably be studying for the chemistry regents that are on wednesday. how wonnnderful. well things with keishelle are getting worse. im getting really really irratated. like she could have at least called me back or something- like thats just rude. but whatever. i left a special entry in my old journal because thats the only one that shes knows about. and i left her a comment in hers- so hopefully shell read it. and i dont want to be like a bitch but shes honestly treating me like shit lately. and its getting really old and really ridiculous. like i thought i was one of her 'good friends' because i know that im not her best friend anymore. thats been made more than obvious. i dont know- i just dont have the time or the energy to try to fix things on my own. so i guess if things are going to be better then shes going to have to make the attempt at fixing them. theres just so many other things that are going on lately- which ive needed her to talk to about and she hasnt been there- and i cant dwell on this... it needs to be taken care of and be done with. i mean shes my best friend and always will be-- but at the same time im not going to be like her tag along and im not going to force her to talk to me or hang out with me. who knoooows- guess ill just have to wait and see what happens tonight. well im getting tired again- im honestly never this tired and its freaking me ouut. thats all for now i suppose. lattter kiddddds.