last night me erin brenda branden scotty josh james and stephanie crashed this stupid UE party and it was basically hysterical. we deffinitly fucked up a bunch of there shit and we were out-- but thats what happens when you want to start talking shit to people for noo reason. it was basically some of the funnest times ive had in a while. haha- and then after me and erin went back to my house and got invited to another party right down the road from my house so we were like fuck it lets just walk there... so we started walking and we saw scotty josh and james again and the party we went to ended up being really retarded so we all decided to leave. they went home and were suppossed to hang out with them tomorrow night. but when we left this party we brought mark with us. and of course he was wasted beyond all belief... and when we got back to my house he started getting sick and me and erin and everyone here took care of him until he basically just passed out. and i talked to biggs again last night. erin had called him to ask him something and he sounded like he was sleeping so erin was like nope biggs ill just talk to you later. and while we were at that party he called and we missed the call-- so i took erins phone and called him back and we started talking about a whole bunch of stuff and of course every time that i talk to him it makes me miss him even more then i already do. he asked me to call him today but i dont really know what to do. im pretty sure that im deffinitly going to see him on saturday because were going to the show on saturday night and hes going to be there but i dont know if i should call him today... i probably will end up talking to him at some point and its going to make me miss him even more. apparently ellijah is coming home today so we might hang out with mike for a while tonight? but who knows seeing that erin got into a fight with alicia last night which was basically hysterical. i cant fucking stand alicia and mike really needs to move on. it basically pisses me off that he can be mad at me and treat me like shit because i talk to other guys and because i try to move on with my life and not make him a part of it but he can talk to all these other girls and thats perfectly ook. and i almost forgot-- i hung out with joe yesterday and it was really good to just chill with him and whatever... we had fun and its good to because i dont have feelings like i used to for him. so it was nice to hang out and not have like this attatchment. i dont even think that i would have time for an attatchment because the drama with biggs and the drama with mike takes up most of my attention and most of my time. i got an acceptance letter for University at Stony Brook. so now i can either go there or Univ. at Buffalo or Univ. at Albany. but im not sure which one i want to go to yet-- and i want to hear back from my other schools before i start deciding... but at least i have some options to choose from. i have to work tomorrow and saturday for the first time in basically forever... and ill be wicked pissed if i have to work sunday because im deffinitly going out saturday night. soo thats going to be fun- im not really looking forward to going back to work. well my moms on the phone and i cant really type and talk to her at the same time... so until later?