i love my friends. they are truely the only people who keep me sane. homecomings in a few days- not sure the status of all that but i think we might be going to the dance and were deffinitly going out that night and getting fuckked up :) loots of parties to attend. so im stoked about that- i seriously cant wait until the weeekend. and speaking of the weekend- someone who like always will remain nameless- made me rather angry just a little while ago. that boyy can never make up his mind or make like solid plans. frusterating- but well have to wait and see what happens with that tooo. hopefully something will because... well it just neeeds tooo. on to other things- theee mother and her boyfriend are fucking back to being nuts again. what else is knew. me and my mom got into the biggest fight today and then just a few minutes ago her psycho boyfriend came flying up the stairs and started banging on my door because apparently my music was to loud? and its after 10? like theres a fucking curfew or something? and theeenn he started yelling at my brother about having the phone? and i was like who the fuck do you honestly think that you are. hes such a dauschebag. and on top of that... with some other 'drama' thats not mentioned... tomorrow i have to go to the hospital for like half the day and have all of these tests and stuff done and its going to suck. my mom who im currently not talking to is going with me? so thats going to make it that much better. she doesnt even have to go- ive gone to all my other appointments so far without anyone. and so now well have to wait and see what happens with basically everything.