God! I'm so freaked out...Shanti's going to tell him. She's gonna be all like, "Did you know Chelsea has a major crush on you?" and stuff...oh effing crap I have to tell her not to say that! I told her she can tell him as long as I'm not there. When we were in the gym watching leg wrestling, I was watching him sitting by all his girl friends and he glanced at me, kind of paused, and continued. I thought he was just looking around and I happened to be in his line of site. Shanti thought he paused because he saw me...she was like, "Oh, I saw that, he paused when he looked at you. Normally when you accidentally see somone you like, you pause." I kept denying it of course. Why would he like me? There are so many girls at our school, and they're all pretty. I wish he would like me though. So Jade and I went down to the park tonight and played tennis. We couldn't really see though. It was too dark. And too effing cold. Gah. Maybe Shanti will forget. He's either gonna be like, "who?" or "what a freak." I dunno. I guess I feel like Katelyn did. Or does. Dunno. She always hangs out with her new friend, but I guess I deserve it since I did kind of only hang out with Jade and Katherine this Summer. I wont mention it to her because she'll just get mad at me and say I did it to her. Luff//Chelly