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Feeling: cold
God it's freezing...maybe its cuz my hair is wet. Heh. Strange dream last night. All this social studies work about pre-historic and historic indians must be getting to my head. So these indians came back and...they were...like mad at us for killing them off or something so they started a war and my family and I kept running and we escaped for a while and I saw my house and I kept wanting to go in but then I was like, "no cuz they'll come in and ... kill us." And I saw a younger Indian kid about my age and I started crying and I'm like "Im sorry if any of your family has died..." It was strange. And then, something miraculous happened -- I told myself, "You know you can wake up any time..." and so I opened my eyes. Whoa. much. Last night we went to the Kjelgren's house. I didnt know Lady had died...God...I loved that dog. Two days ago, Friday, I got home from school and Karlee called so Jade and I went up to her house even though it was getting dark. We watched some movies and played Monopoly and Broke. We had fun. Then we played some really old Power Rangers video game on a 'super' nintendo. Hah. It was so friggin old, it had been her grandfathers. And it stil worked. Shock! (Non sarcastic.) Still wishing my heart and brain would listen to me. Luff//Chelly
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thanks for the comment. your diary is cute to. rock on.
haha, nice dream. bleh, i miss myy dreams. i used to have the most abstract/colorful/awesome dreams ever....before this boyy started to invade them. grr him. hehe. (=

but yes, i do hate these heart/mind disagreements. i want to follow myy heart like everyone says..without myy brain interfering. stupid...