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Feeling: bittersweet
I'm mad at mum. I dont see the problem with Teresa taking me to Kailee's. She has 'From Under The Cork Tree'. Have I told you yet how much I want that CD? Well, its this much. beyond² + 2infinity I would have used the sign for infinity but...sadly I could not find it. Sniffle. I'm clever, am I not? Well anyway. Shanti says she's gonna write him a note and it will say 'a certain something'. Heh. I found out that some of the girls in my 7th grade act like 1st graders. Not mentioning names. Stephanie and Michelle and Lacy. They took Shanti's stuff out of her friend's locker and threw it on the floor, and then they stood on it. A while ago, Shanti accidentally left a shirt out during P.E. They took it out into the hall, jumped on it, stomped on it, and threw it up on top of the lockers. How. Friggin. Lame. They are fighting this war by themselves. Shanti chooses not to acknowledge them. They say stuff like "slut" when she passes them, and she just laughs. It's sad, no? Well. Operation: Get Boy shows no improvement. Not like you all care. Gahhhhhh I cant stop liking him. Okay. Brain, I'm only going to say this once more. Stop. It. You. Are. Driving. Me. Insane. Okay? Thank you. Yesterday, I was sitting alone because Jade and Shanti got up to go get something from the Alla Carte. (This was at lunch) Derik and his friend were sitting a few seats away. Then Derik turns to me and goes, "Chelsea, I know someone who likes you." I put my thumb up, but now I wish I'd have asked him who. Heh. Well, I'm sure it's not that important since he didn't tell me anyway. I dont care that much. ... WHO THE CRAP IS IT????? GAHHHHH Anyway. Again. I say that a lot dont I? "Anyway". Hm. Im strange. Shanti says only a few people can pull off being wierd, like me. Jade and I, she said, can pull off being wierd because that's just who we are. Heh. Luff//Chelly
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[lol] I'll kick him for you, then, if you dont want him to think you're weird...er?
I dont mind if you read my story right now, actually. Its not all posted but I have some of it up on a site:
www.freewebs.com/fallofbabylon
It'll be updated soon enough.
lol, yes. youu are indeed a hella cleverr girl. hmm, is it true that "hella" is a term unique to the bayy area? i dunno, i guess it's just kinda weird because i grew up saying that and now people immediatelyy know that i'm from the bayy. weird. okayy, now i'm rambling again. but i love to read other peoples' rambles. they're usually quite fun.
that's reallyy stupid. those girls and what theyy did to shanti's shirt. heh. for some reason, thinking about that reminds me of last year. and the years before that. when there would alwayys be some girl hating me. when i would alwayys fight them. and usuallyy win because they'd tryy pulling myy hair when i would punch them in the jaw or something. that was back when i had more muscle than fat. hehe.

but i guess i've changed for high school.
yea, i guess i ramble a bit too much. i look back and i scare myself...i dunno. i'm just not such an angryy child anymore. hehe. (=

hmm, i would want to know if someone liked me. good luck with that. i found out who like me before through someone else. i really wanted to know. until i actually found out it was some scaryy stalkerperson. heh.

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verena
lyke, oh noes! you poor, oppressed girl!
mom says you can't go to kailee's?! Way to ask the sister before even thinking of making plans huh! good job!
sorry!!!!!!!!!! mrs.perfect

courtni